I have a terrible habit of thinking anything negative is in reference to me. I know that is terribly vain to some affect- but I spend most days sick at my stomach about it. Stupid, I know. Bad for me, I know.
All I can think is- "what did I do wrong?" and "If I did something wrong, would you PLEASE just tell me?" I would rather have hurt feelings for a couple hours than live like this. More over- I would rather just know what is going on. Please don't be cold, or avoidant... just tell me- I can take it. Just answer your phone- say it and let it be done.
On another note- I am sick of people dancing around things. Get it out- like it is.
2 comments:
I could of written that blog for you...I feel the same way the worst feeling in the world :-(. By the way SO excited I can leave comments now!!!
I feel just like this all of the time. I'm not sure why, but I do. I worry too much I suppose. I hate feeling that way, though. (((HUGS)))
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