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General feeling for the day. Cookies fell asleep at 8:15, Bum at 8:30- I was so excited to have a few minutes of ME time. I got a chance to talk to a friend- and while most of it was tear filled, it was nice to sit and talk to her without having to get up and tend to things other than my pea sized bladder.

Then 10 rolled around. I heard bitty footsteps above my head, then suddenly a set of hand pulling on my shirt. At least she knows where to find me if I am not in bed. So I said goodbye to my friend, and took her upstairs...

12am... she still can't fall back asleep. She was being wonderful and trying- but every time I would get up to go to bed, there she was on my heels. Hours of sitting on the hard floor is hard on a pregnant body. Finally at around 12:45 she fell asleep. I literally crawled to bed and couldn't sleep because my pelvis hurt so bad-- but I stayed up there in case she woke up. I gave up the fight at about 3:15 and grabbed a book. Poor Bum had a hard hard day at work and needed to sleep. Not that I don't- but he doesn't do so hot on no sleep. I just cry more than usual- he turns into a butthead. So I sat in the bathroom and read.

Then Cookies woke up at 7. I sure hope she naps well today. I won't get one cause Lil Miss doesn't nap anymore, but at least it would be nice to have one kiddo in a good mood.

Nice way to top off a rough evening.